The inner voice speaks about our desire and brings us a lost gift out of no where.
I am going crazy day by day with these voices and my mother insisted me to consult a psychiatrist. It all begins like this; one day, I was shopping in a mall with my cousin and we went into a stationary cum book store for purchasing some novels. When I was looking around the shelf, suddenly my eyes caught the other shelf containing painting box and brushes through the small gap in book shelf. When I reached it, I was lost for two minutes looking at those beautiful stuffs.
What do you think might have happened? Well, guess for two minutes and continue reading further.
Finished guessing, well!
I was arguing with my inner voice about my past empty dreams. Empty dreams! What would that be?
You will discover that at the final end of this paper.
The inner voice was narrating me the things happened during my childhood days:-
It says,”hey, you have made a wonderful artistic pictures on those days and why don’t you start that now again? ” .“But, it’s my past, how come I put that back in the present, listen I am a grown up now” I replied in miff.
“Come on, forget your dad’s stupid talk”, replied with booming voice (I could feel my head shaking). When I heard those words, surprisingly I got the picture of my father slapping my face and was saying “Are you going to make a future with these painting brushes which has no future at all”.
Tears started to drip from my face and fall on the beautiful painting (A village women serving her tired husband) which I have painted with great enthusiasm.
‘Do you want anything, sir?’ A voice pushed my eyes back and as I looked at the astonishing face (shopkeeper) repeating the same question again and added “Are you all right sir?” I cleaned my sweating face and nodded my head like small kid. Now, how can I explain him that I was arguing with my inner voice?
My empty dream which I mentioned before is nothing but the desire to paint which was not fulfilled by me. And such empty dreams we can call or I called it as “DESIRE”. Now do believe that some thing can talk inside us also.
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